nothing
holds me
in this current life of mine
i've always been one to let go easily
of love.

change
is painful
scary
it does not come easily
or
for free.
let go of everything
at once
destroy
what you see.
thus it dictates
so i
comply.
but this time
i'm standing
perfectly
still
between future
and
past.
i'm getting ready
to pay
the price.