and I know in my heart that it is right
what is truly yours will come from the inside, you shouldn't look for it, shouldn't be anxious.
I know, I know that this is the absolute truth.
yet my heart is too turbulent, I cannot stay still
I cannot be patient, I cannot trust life, trust myself.
these fucking control issues have brought me nothing of value yet it's too hard to let go of them.

@темы: feelings